Hello, this could be because of everything you went through - you’re angry at the world because you didn’t deserve that. You could be taking out your anger on other people. If you’re newly diagnosed, it will take some time to settle because everything is new for you and you need to adjust to your new life. i’d say if it doesn’t get better talk to your doctor because it’s basically affecting your quality of life along with your nmo. I had to go on anti-depressants and now i’m fine, much more empathetic towards people than I was pre-NMO because I realised you never really know what people are going through behind closed doors. I hope things get better for you, don’t feel too bad about it. It’s not your fault. The NMO community are always here for you ❤️ - Hali